Tuesday, June 30, 2009

I was lawn chairing (and yes, lawn chairing is a verb when used in the sense that you sit for .07 seconds before leaping up to get someone a drink of water, rescue someone from the monkey bars, find someone the purple shovel, NO not THAT purple shovel!) it with a friend yesterday while we watched our offspring and various neighbor kids tear throught the obstacle course she had constructed for them. (Isn't that genius? An obstacle course. Keep them focused and moving.) And she told me about a website called True Mom Confessions where moms get to spill their deep dark mommy secrets.

 It reminds me of that book where someone had handed out note cards and asked people to write their secret and mail it to the author. Do you remember that book? I could only read so much of it as it was really too painful and depressing and voyeuristic. 

However, that didn't stop me from checking out this site. And for the most part it seemed like sitting amongst a bunch of moms. Except for the couple of people who wrote in to share their secret that they read that site because it made them feel so fortunate to  be themselves with their great lives and not be the moms who wrote in with complaints.

And that just seemed mean. If moms are posting on this site because they want to get something off their chest without being judged or whatever, do they need other moms telling them how superior their lives are comparatively? I think the case in this site is if you don't have anything complain-y to say, don't say anything at all.

Monday, June 29, 2009

If your son is mean to a kid who was mean to him first AND is a mean little kid in general, does it count? A question for the ages, like a falling tree in the forest or the chicken and the egg.

Oh, alright, get off your high horse. I know it's still wrong. 
I can hear that Mort is watching something wholly inappropriate on the television but I am too tired to check it out. I sure hope it's not another Michael Jackson introspective.
With the trouble I'm having waking up in the am, pretty soon I will become one of those people who are incapable of speech until two coffees in. Actually, I'm pretty much that person right now. 

Sunday, June 28, 2009

So, I now know what a $17 beer takes like. I give it an "eh". I wouldn't drink it again. there was a $45 beer on the menu and I was very tempted to order it. Because why in the world would a beer cost that much? It has to be crazy, right? But that was too ridiculous, even for me. And if I lived in Belgium, I would probably be very hungry. You can only eat so many waffles. 

Saturday, June 27, 2009




I am dogsitting for a friend that got stuck at the last minute. The place where her family was going on vacation assured them that it was pet-friendly and dogs were welcome. And then she found out that wasn't true.

So as she has a lovely, waggly puppy with a super sweet disposition, I was happy to host him. And he's been great. No accidents. Chewing appropriately on nylabones. Lots of kisses. Complete deferrance and submission to Stella.

And Stella....well, she's being a bit of a jerk. Talk about a cranky old lady. Jeesh.

Good times.

Friday, June 26, 2009

I'll preface this by saying I woke-up promptly at 4 am and I have a horrid allergy induced headache because I forgot to take my allergy meds yesterday. However, I was very vocal about this last night, so my opinion stands and is not a result of crankiness.

WHO CARES THAT MICHAEL JACKSON AND FARRAH FAWCET DIED?!?!? Seriously. Did you know them? Were they your close, personal friends? Were you related to them? What's the hubbub? Yeesh. I get feeling a small pang at the news that someone died and saying, "That's a shame." But really, does every headline need to be about this? There's nothing more pressing going on in our country? Does every channel need to be interrupted to bring you this breaking news and have cobbled together shows on these people? 

For the record, yes, I grew-up with a Michael Jackson poster on my wall. (The one with the yellow sweater vest during the Thriller years.) I saw him in concert. I even made my own sequined glove to wear. I still have Wanna Be Starting Something on my i-pod. And I'm just not interested in his death. I DON'T KNOW HIM.

What I am interested in and I feel would be a much greater way to spend one's time is discovering what exactly Danielle tried to have someone do to Dina. That should be on every channel.


Monday, June 22, 2009






Disgruntled. Such a stereotypical Monday. Awoke to the sound of a quilt being dragged down the stairs. Told said quilt-dragger to go back to bed. He refused. Argument ensued. No hope of returning to much needed sleep. I slept from 11:30 pm to 1:30 am on Saturday night. And that was it. Not even sure yesterday was real. I almost feel that Andy Rooney made sense in his column? But that can't have happened, right?

I'm buying ladybugs today. Next year I will know to proactively plant lady beetle friendly items that make them feel warm and welcome to eat aphids in the garden. Soap spray doesn't seem to be working. Maybe because it's eco-friendly soap? 

Also need to do the latest post-strep scrub down of the house. I don't know why I bother. It's not like it has worked the other two times. The only family member who hasn't gotten it is Stella and she's hopping along on three paws and a bandaged foot that she refuses to allow to touch the floor. So she probably has strep throat of the paw.

If the plants in your terrarium are growing so quickly they soon will be unable to remain in your terrarium, does that mean you have done something wrong? Aren't terrariums supposed to last anywhere from 1970 on?

Dude, I have pretty much had it with today and it's not even 8:30.


Sunday, June 21, 2009

And this year's organic gardening grossness trophy (currently held by last year's winner, the tomato hornworm) will be taken by the aphids and their disgusting ant puppeteers. Whilst checking upon how my garden fared while I was away, and marvelling at the way my weeds are thriving, I noticed yucky little black things and ants on my strawberry plants. In and of itself, not nearly the ball of gag reflex that the tomato horn worm is. Until I looked up how to rid my garden of them in a safe way. (For the record, a dish soap and water mix and/or lady bugs--you can call them Miss Beetle if you're nasty.)

And thus discovered that the ants harvest  and ingest some secretion produced by said  aphids and do their damnest to protect them from predators and even go so far as to safely carry them into their ant dens and then return them to the plant. I found websites describing the ants as "milkers" as the aphids are their own personal herd of dairy cows. OH MY GOD.

Even while part of me secretly marvels at this amazing feat of the insect world and the symbiotic relationship unfolding amongst my strawberries, another part of me really wishes they all just still looked like ants running amok amongst little black dots. Because knowing that those ants are milking those aphids makes me want to hurl.


Saturday, June 20, 2009

Last year I returned home from a trip to the beach with my wonderful friends and all our offspring with a sinus infection (me) and a double ear infection(Mort). This year's trip has commenced with a case of strep throat (Mort). I'm sensing a theme.

And one other interesting tidbit from vacation. Well, it will probably be more than one. Anyhoo, when one is vacationing with their people and 73.6 childrens, there is no time for reading a newspaper and/or watching the news. We are all well caught-up on what the tabloids have had to say about the status of John and Kate and Will it Last and Maybe They Shouldn't Have Had 8 Kids and Oh My Gawd, is He Wearing Jeans With TIGERS on the Back Pockets? (Don't you love it when you rent a beach house and there are stacks and stacks of old magazines you haven't read? I LOVE that!) And we watched the season finale of The Real Housewives of New Jersey not once, but twice, whilst drinking wine and eating chocolate chip cookies.

Which brings me to my point: Um, yeah, who knew that said tubs of Nestle chocolate chip cookie dough were being recalled? Oops. Good thing we hid them form the kids so that we wouldn't have to share.

Friday, June 12, 2009

So, my car is purposefully small. I have owned it for almost a year and that has never been a problem. 

However, last year when I rented a house at the beach with my friends, I was driving an SUV. And it was filled to the gills with supplies. I have the same amount (mmm, possibly more) of stuff this year and roughly half the amount of car in which to place it.

On one hand, I am truly an expert packer. A teeny side benefit to OCD. I can make it work. Tim Gunn would be proud. Even my beloved Duke stands aside and lets me work my mojo when it comes to packing a car.

On the other hand, I'm not a miracle worker. 

This should be interesting. Will I be forced to give in and drive the other automobile? Will I surpass even my own packing prowess?

I am making salsa tonight with my first batch of garden picked cilantro. And I have a bunch 'o lettuce and spinach to take to the shore. I LOVE eating from the garden.

Wednesday, June 10, 2009

Meanies! I was sitting at swimming lessons (have you ever noticed that when you are a mom, an awful lot of your time is devoted to sitting and watching and driving and sitting some more?) and there were a couple of kids who were fairly hysterical at the thought of getting in the water and were panicking. The swim instructors were doing an awesome job working with them and the poor moms were doing their best to strike the right chord: do you ignore them? Do you encourage them? Are you gently stern? You have to run the gamut. Every mom has been there at one event or another, where your child has a meltdown and you have to figure out the best way to make life okay and not give-in. No one has all the answers. And kids are people, too. All we can do is help them be the best person they can be. My guess would have been that because we've all been there, everyone is pretty sympathetic to those times. For the people who look at you and announce, "SOMEONE's not happy," as your child is puddling on the floor and you are sweating bullets and trying to walk the line between being a grown-up and joining them in their wails, yes, you are not helping.

Anyway, so the woman sitting next to me at swimming looks at me and announces, "SOMEONE's not happy." I just tightly smiled and replied, "Poor little guy." Because the child is just scared/having a bad day/ tired/ none of my business. Unless a child is in danger and/or being harmed, I tend to keep my opinions to myself. At least until I can go home and write about them. It's hard enough helping your own child navigate the path of life. I'm not going to assume I can parent anyone else's child.

Of course the woman beside me continues to spout off her sour words of wisdom as to how the crying child should be dealt with, what the harried mom should be doing, how she wouldn't put up with that kind of thing,etc. And I'm sitting there thinking, "Really? Really? Are you really talking about this in such a public space? Are you that insensitive and rude and clueless?" For all she knew, I could be that child's mother/aunt/nanny. And she is spewing all these nasty negative thoughts about him all over me. And nothing I do is stopping her flow. I tried ignoring her. I tried saying, "Well, we've all been there," and "Well, I think they're doing their best." And then the heart-wrenchingly obese child (See how I slipped in my own frowning judgement on her parenting skills?)with her starts piping-up with, "Look at my pen! Look at my cut! I fell off my bike!"

This however, did prove to be a diversion as the woman then proceeded to tell me how hopeless the dangerously overweight child (?) grandson(?) with her is; how he screams when he takes swimming lessons, how he's scared to ride a bike. And the kid is nodding along in agreement. Oh man, it made my stomach hurt.

I guess it's easy to be cruel about someone else's child when you are that cruel with your own.

DUDE! You have to have your kid's back! If you don't, who will? If you don't think your child is the single greatest gift you've ever been blessed with in life, what chance does your child have? Everyone deserves to have someone wholly devoted to them, someone who thinks that at the end of the day, they are the greatest thing coming and going.

I may have moments where I sit in the safety of my friends with my head in my hands, wondering if I'm making the best choices or handling things the best way. But I wouldn't bother questioning myself and my parenting abilities if Mort's life wasn't my greatest concern.

For the record, I successfully avoided the hater and her child the next day on the bleachers. And the little kid who had been upset about swimming did an excellent job that day and was swimming around by the end of the lesson and the mom was right there with him celebrating his victory as surely as she had helped him through his crisis. I hope the judegy, mean parent was taking notes.




Tuesday, June 9, 2009

I have a mosquito bite on the palm of my hand. How does that happen without the owner of said hand noticing? It's really really really freaking itchy. Much itchier than the other 13 mosquito bites I collected over the weekend. (Yes, I counted.)

So, that old tale about a sensible diet and daily exercise as the key to losing weight? True. Who knew? At this rate, I very well may be able to fit into my summer clothes by July. 

I found the best headpiece on etsy. I'm hoping that my sister wants me to wear it for her wedding. I'm not sure where else I cold wear something so over the top. They are remodeling our grocery store. Maybe to the grand re-opening? 

I plucked the first non-bitten strawberry from the garden yesterday. And set it aside. And forgot about it and left it in the yard overnight. I'm guessing it's gone. I replanted my wilting herbs; discovered everyone has been having spinach issues; mixed in some mushroom compost; reinforced the entire existing fence with chicken wire and tacked it into the ground; and  got frustrated and pulled weeds with my hands. Heavier  gardener's tan than ever. It was a two shower day.

And then Duke and I split-up for the evening and watched our respective movies. His was a horror movie. Mine was a romantic comedy, He's Just Not That Into You. I thought it was cute. It made me cringe in some spots, but made me happy in others. It would have been an excellent movie to watch with my sister over chips and onion dip and cocktails and we could have clucked over the dummies.

If you aren't quite bathing suit ready, but you find one that you would be willing to wear in public, should you buy it even if you plan on it being the wrong size within a couple of weeks?

You know, I tried to buy a bathing suit at a jumbled store over the weekend. The bathing suits are sold in sets there. However, three suits were mismatched. For example: XS top, S bottom, XS top, M bottom, L top, XL bottom. Anyway, one of the mismatched suits was a good fit on me and I wanted to buy it. And the clerk wouldn't let me. "The sizes don't match. They have to match."

"I understand that, but there are three suits that are mismatched and seven that are correctly matched. The mismatched ones are not taking away from the correctly matched ones. They are just mismatched and that's the one I want."

"We can only sell the top and bottom in the same size, so you have to take a different one."

"But you have three on the rack whose sizes don't match. I want to buy one of those."

And on and on and on. And of course there was a long line of grumbling customers (which makes me feel terrible and anxious)and back-up was called to verify that I wanted to buy a mismatched suit, even though there were matched size suits available with the end result being that they would not sell me the mismatched suit. I was really bummed. And frustrated. Because it just wasn't logical and I couldn't make my point seem valid. Or maybe I didn't have a valid point.  But I honestly think the bored whippersnappers working there just didn't understand/care what I was pointing out. And I have worked enough retail to know where they're coming from. Sometimes you feel like dealing with annoying customers. Some times you don't. But what will they do with those mismatched suits? They didn't have a proper matching size and all the other suits were neatly accounted for. I just wanted to give them money in exchange for goods! I left the store empty-handed. I wanted to tell them I will never shop there again, but a) no skin off their nose and b) that would have been a big fat lie. Because I will shop there again. Maybe even today.

Sunday, June 7, 2009

Had I known as a dippy youth that the secret to getting tan is to try and avoid getting tan, oh what a tanning maven I could have been!

I tried every old folk tale and devoted countless hours to bronzing my skin. I never really got as tan as i had hoped.

And now...now I am slathered in SPF 207, I have sunglasses and giant hats and I'm in the sun for half an hour and boom. I've got tan lines galore. Maybe it's just the giant hole in the ozone.

Wednesday, June 3, 2009

A pox upon our house? Strep case number two is up to bat. How is this possible? Duke and I have slept in separate rooms, I've been completely quarantined, I've walked around with a box of antibacterial wipes to erase my every fingerprint from every surface I misguidedly touched liked a germ phobic burglar. Seriously, how can Mort possibly avoid catching this when Duke has been 100% in charge of his every day care...in order to help avoid him catching this. Ugh.
Summer is starting! The farmer's market opens today, swim lessons begin soon and then it's off to the beach with some of my favorite people. I can't wait. And I think that the kids are old enough this year to have a great time under their own power while we laze in our chairs, point out stories to each other in the tabloids, and occasionally toss the offspring a snack. So exciting.

Although I should probably buy a bathing suit. And there may be people who enjoy that, but I don't know any of them. Thank goodness for Target and Old Navy where you can mix and match and buy different sized tops and bottoms for under $30. Oh that's right, J. Crew. I'm looking at you. You thought you had the corner market on that with your fancy $90 bathing suits. FACE.

Tuesday, June 2, 2009

Mort has stages in which he wishes to do and/or learn whatever it is I'm doing. Sometimes it's gardening, sometimes weeding, sometimes cleaning, cooking (wow, do I sound like a 1950s housewife or what? Yeesh) and his latest pursuit is the art of folding laundry. Think me not ungrateful, for I do have to do laundry every other day. But folding is a holdover of my OCD that I cannot let go. (And YES, I have released many of my OCD comforts. It will be a cold, hard day in hell, however before I give -up folding laundry.) I don't know if it's a holdover from childhood where I could do a chore and simultaneously watch TV or if it's a holdover from working in a chain store where you took a folding seminar and used a board to get that perfect look. Anyway, I can't stand for things to be folded by anyone but me and even whne Duke tries to help out, I have to refold his work. It's a compulsion, what can I say?

So, Mort wants to fold. Duke and I laughed about how his technique will fare against my OCD, but it is working out well! Because he wants not just to fold, he wants to fold like me. He wants it to look like mine. He wants me to show him step-by-step. I so know what chore he gets when he's older.
Strawberries are growing!!! I didn't think they would come to fruition until next year. So exciting!
Okay. A friend of mine called to see how I was doing and upon hearing I was in strep throat land for 16 more hours, came and picked-up Mort. OH.MY.GOD. I can really only hope that I am worthy of these wonderful people that I have been blessed with in my life.
I have never swooned over Mel Gibson. I liked Braveheart. Other than that, he's always been on the annoying side of annoying in my book. And his whole Catholic thing drives me nuts. Because I was baptised and raised in the Catholic Church. And I still know many people who are good Catholics, take comfort in the religion and yet do not agree with its practices. Mel Gibson, however, seems to consider himself so much a Catholic that he built his own Catholic Church and yet he is down with the divorce thing, down with the premarital sex thing and down with the child out of wedlock thing. Huh. And somehow, I think that if he wants to get remarried, he will have no problem having his marriage annulled, even with the seven children born within that marriage. Hypocrite. Had he not made such a big to-do about his religion, this wouldn't matter. Had he ever said he was Catholic but didn't agree with all it's teachings, than he had all his bases covered. Can you tell I've been quarantined within my bedroom for two days with no human interaction and more television than anyone should ever watch?

I haven't had strep throat since I was a youngster. I did not recall that it was so freaking painful. Swallowing was not an option. I dreaded every time it was about to occur. Good way to kick start a diet, I suppose, the whole lack of being unable to eat or drink because of  sheer pain. By the drugs are kicking in (and they have gotten fancy since back in the day of plain 'ol penicillin!) and today I am out of bed. My throat was so swollen you could see the swollen red lumps on the outside. I haven't been able to drink coffee because I can't swallow. But luckily the whole strep throat thing overrode any caffeine withdrawal.The doctor prescribed steroids to take down the swelling. I am still contagious until tomorrow, so I'm wiping down everything I touch and trying to keep a room between me and the rest of the family. Poor M has been working his normal 70 hour work week, plus being the 24/7 hands-on parent as I cannot get near Jay, plus working on a work-related but on his own time package, plus getting ready for upcoming gigs. What a time for me to be sick and contagious. Usually I can push through any illness, because you have to. But this contagious shite. Ugh. If either of them got this, I would feel beyond horrid. I guess I should stock up on echinacea.